On my Grandma, and Dr. Martin Luther King’s dream

Eunice Mae turns 90 today.

Happy birthday, Grandma.

I would love to tell you what she means to me, how important she has been to the emotional and physical survival of our family, but there aren’t enough words. She stepped in and stepped up when my parents’ divorced. She prays. She reads her Bible and she worries about the spiritual health of her family. She supported my conversion to Orthodoxy and tells everyone she meets they should go to Pascha because that’s pretty close to heaven here on earth.

She is the Matriarch. Her love for her great-grandchildren, who call her Oma, knows no condition, no reserve. It is as pure as possible.

She is the life of the party–laughing at herself with ease and speed. And she loves a good debate, especially about theology or her favorite, politics.

Politics keep her moving, though it’s often just between C-SPAN and MSNBC on the cable box. She goes to a political discussion group, talks to newspapers, and picks up the phone on a regular basis to chew out whatever elected representative is not getting right. (Just ask this guy who got ANOTHER phone call from her, this time about his perfect record with the NRA. He blamed violence on a failure to fear God. She had to remind him that the Islamist terrorist say a prayer to God before they fly planes into buildings, so that dog won’t hunt.)

And she keeps growing and learning, at 90. The local library branch knows her by name, constantly being asked to order the latest book on the bipartisan divide, a biography of First Ladies, or whatever. She’s been like this, FOREVER.

But this is what makes me the proudest, about how she grows.

When I was younger, she possessed the latent racism of many of those who were white and conservative in the 50s and 60s. She didn’t mean to be, but in her head, an entire chunk of the planet’s population was inferior — morally, mentally, physically.

But that didn’t last. It didn’t last because she became dissatisfied with it. She watched our basketball teammates at an inner city league where we played. She got to know the poor children of all colors and sizes with which I worked at a Boys and Girls Club. She took on Hispanic and black piano students (she still teaches). She got to know them. And she changed. In her 70s, she changed. Dramatically.

She marched into the pastor’s office at her old mostly-white Baptist church to try to get them to sell, at a reduced rate, a building to a black Baptist church she liked because, as she told the pastor, it’s not like you’re using it as much as they will.

After years of voting for Republicans, she cast her vote for Clinton. By the time Barack Obama was running for office, she was a poll worker for the local Democrats. On Election Night, 2007, she baked a ham and drove it down to Obama’s closest campaign headquarters. She has never, ever, baked me a ham.

In the run-up to this election, she collected votes for Obama like she was on a scavenger hunt–the clerk at the Best Buy (check), the guy at the pharmacy inside the grocery store (check). Vote for him, she said, not because you agree with everything he does or says but because he’s been through things, because he pulled himself up and got himself in the White House. He has character, she said. I’ve read all his books, she said. He’s a smart man.

So yesterday, on MLK Day, we watched the Inauguration while we made fancy mints for my upcoming wedding (five days away!!) She sat and smiled as she watched the Obamas walk up Pennsylvania Avenue, waiving to the crowd.

You know, she said, black people are so special because they have had to overcome so much.

Her face just beamed as she watched her president. My face beamed as I watched her.Image

Happy birthday, Grandma! May God grant you many more years!!


On stuff I wasn’t going to say

Update: This priest says it really well. Much better than I did…

Because I don’t think it’s anybody’s business, I was going to keep this to myself. But because it seems like we have these discussions in this country, and on Facebook, and whatnot about how our very souls are in jeopardy if we vote a certain way or a certain other way, I don’t know how in the world I can keep it quiet.

So, here’s my big news: I voted, for President, yesterday.

Don’t get me wrong. I have a lot of concerns. My candidate seems a bit to eager to engage in the use of  drone strikes to target those with whom we do not agree. My candidate hasn’t said enough about the war in Afghanistan or said anything about shutting down Guantanamo Bay. My candidate hasn’t said enough about infrastructure spending or making us less dependent on fossil fuels. He has said nothing about ending government relationships with Big Pharma and Big Agriculture and all the ways those two Big things poison our environment, our bodies and our food chain. My candidate said nothing about how he would protect me from the monster corporations that, through their never-ending search for profit, actually kill other human beings with whom I share this world. But I voted for him anyway.

I voted for the guy whom I believe believes in God, the same one I do. I voted for the guy whom I believe will do the most to protect families by enacting policies that make it possible for parents to have both jobs and health care. I voted for the guy whom I believe will do more to reduce abortion by enacting policies that support women and families. I voted for the candidate that I feel will be less likely to send my brother-in-law on another military adventure overseas. I voted for the candidate whom I feel makes it easier to be pro-life.

I voted for the guy whom I believe will make it easier for my mother and my grandmother as they age — to have health care and social security and a better retirement fund. I cast my vote for the guy whom I believe will make it the most possible for me to have the same.

I voted for the guy who is an American citizen, who went to Harvard Law, and wrote books. I voted for the presidential candidate who is married and really loves his kids. I voted for the guy who is a millionaire. I voted for the guy who never served in the military. I voted for the guy who created a health care plan that required citizens to buy insurance, whether they want to or not, and required insurance companies to cover all comers within that jurisdiction. I voted for the one who said he prays.

I didn’t really want to vote for that guy. But Jesus said the poor we will always have with us. He said that as much as you do to the least of these, you do to Him. He said that it matters how we treat each other and whether we tell the truth.

So yeah, I voted. And I went to Church on Sunday. And I’ll go to Church again this Sunday. And regardless of what had happened yesterday, my prayer will be the same: For the President of the United States of America, our Armed Forces and all those in Civil Authority…

It’s the same prayer my Church has been praying since it faced actual persecution under the Roman Empire. It’s the same prayer my Church prayed, suffering under the Ottoman Empire. It’s the same prayer my Church prayed as the Communists burned down its temples. And it’s the same prayer we pray now, as we live in a culture held captive by the deathly temptations of money, narcissism, and power. It’s the same prayer we pray under Democrats. And the same prayer we pray under Republicans.

I voted. Because I’m an American.

I pray. Because I am a Christian.